puso.fragmented.bigo

[pardon the quirky 'taglish' lines. its needed to complete the poem. fyi, these poem has taken form through mixing and matching of collective excerpts from the lyrically rich tracks of fragmented, debut album of up dharma down. also other lines were taken from, giving birth, an armi song.]

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maybe i should let it loose
isang hangarin na di malaman
like stamps from letters never sent
All I wanted was a leap of faith

I refuse to tame what heaven bled
do you know the tricks of fire
maybe maybe maybe
learn the tricks of fire

when i see for myself
that i cant take it anymore
and im thinking am i too late
sana ay malaman mo

hear my confessions
lingering intentions
when i see you standing there
i start to want you here with me

when you looked me in the eye
di mo lang alam naiisip kita
liwanag sa kalawakan
there is so much truth in me

you gotta hear me say.. yeah
iniisip ka ngayon
sa tuwing ngumingiti ako
baka sakali lang maisip mo ako

you know i can't hold my breathe
but you keep me breathing
Keeps me sane
in some crazy race

ikaw ang iniisip
hanggang sa gabi
sana iyong mamamalayan
di mo lang alam

you are my sunshine
and my occassional rain
i dont have enough yet you make
me feel like i have everything

standing on the edge
between crazy and sense
i apologize but im
taking me with you

Will you keep me?
di nako makapagantay
learn the tricks of fire
and wash yourself with it

sand and the sea
meet in between
fire and ice
you and i

Now that you've found me
Where do we go from here?
Now that you've found me
nothing has to end

oh i wana live forever
complete me
I swear I belong
this is where I belong

ngunit nagtapos ang lahat
sa di inaasahang panahon
at ngayon ako'y iyong iniwan
luhaan sugatan di mapakinabangan

you wont say how i can stay
will you go or stay and grow
sa laro na ito ay
dapat bang sumuko

maybe yes or no
im not so good with words
should i stay
or should i go

matalino ka naman
so wont you please
sit this through
divine after every pain

if words are too few
to keep horizons in view
gotta wake you oh
i dont think u heard me

sa isang malikmata
nariyan wala ka na
huwag hayaang
biglang mawalay

isang umaga muli nang pagiisa
sinlamig na naman ng pasko
walang mayakap at makasama
tulog ang iyong mga kamay

puro sya na lang
sana'y ako naman
ako'y nandito lang
di mo lang alam

naghihintay sa'yo
nakapikit ka na ba
ako'y naghihintay kanina pa
i badly, badly need to burn

this is what you do to me
the tears are forming
flowing too soon
baka sakali lang maisip mo naman

inaasam makita kang muli
wag mong limutin ang nakaraan
sana'y bukas parang kahapon
huwag limutin ang nakaraan

there's nothing stoping pain
One day my heart will shroud
nothing stopping pain again
trapping itself

malayo man, malapit din
when i have come so far
when you've come so far
further, farther

cha 062006